My words they are real, fucking honest and true. I’m sorry the timing -if anything- could not please you. I feel every time I win I’ve really just lost. And now look at me. At what cost?
Who do I owe? Who’s wallets deserve my days work? In the end it’s only I who get’s hurt. No time for pleasantries no time for fun. If you say to much, they’ve already won.
Tides come in, they recede and fade. Like strokes on a watch careful, not jaded. Un-hindered by jealousy, lust, compassion your another face on the wall, the latest fashion.
Why do I bother with gifts and glits? Why do I care about frivolous shit? I’m but a man, as mortal as I am nothing I can do will change. It will come again when that time arises. Fast and swift as the pale moon flies. Swift as an arrow that pierces my heart, you thrust forward your mor’gul blade deep within my chest. The hours grow late and I lumber another night without rest.
There aren’t many things in life that I can really just zen out an enjoy. Reading is one of them, gaming is yet another of them. Cooking however is the main one. I could cook all day – and I have! Two years ago I tackled Thanksgiving Dinner, no turkey – but I did make a giant beast of a ham, mashed potatoes, green bean casserole, honeyed carrots, dinner rolls, sweet potatoes, and that’s all my now hungry brain can remember. It was an entire days worth of work, but it was one of the best cooking memories I have!
This past week it was ridiculously hot in New York, especially at my house where we live in the dark ages of no Air Conditioning and no Central Air. I have a small tower fan and two windows, and a very energy usage conscious mother. Turning on a TV in my room makes…
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Hello, and once again thank you for joining me in this musical experience. You see this song “The Dreamer” really puts to light great feelings that hides in most of us. Thanks for the listen and I hope … Continue reading →
I imagine if a tree could give advice, it would go a little something like this: Stand up tall and proud Go out on a limb Always remember your roots Drink plenty of water Be content with your natural beauty … Continue reading →
“Gaining mastery over our destructive propensities, through the exercise of awareness and self-discipline with regard to our body, speech, and mind, frees us from the inner turmoil that naturally arises when our behavior is at odds with our ideals. In … Continue reading →
This is an amazing cover to one of my favorite songs. Dr. Dog has become one of those bands who should command a lot more attention than they receive! I wanted to share this for a while. I … Continue reading →
Time. To some people it eats away at their heals before they ever notice. For others, they never had a chance. And still people like me, realize that time is how you live your life every single second of every … Continue reading →
I have been nominated for the One Lovely Blog Award, by the truly remarkable: Sean “Gablesworth” Gabler. I am extremely humbled and very touched to be considered by someone I feel I can relate to. Your writings and posts … Continue reading →